دیوار، Wall

یه دیوار که از دلم حک کنم روش. A wall to carve in it what goes in my heart.

دیوار، Wall

یه دیوار که از دلم حک کنم روش. A wall to carve in it what goes in my heart.

قبلا این وبلاگ رو ثامن‌بلاگ بود، اما اونا مهمون‌نوازای خوبی نبودن، انداختنم بیرون :))
الان اینجام
من کلا آدم شادیم، اما احتمالا این وبلاگ جدیت و گاها اندوه بسیار داشته باشه و کاربردشم همینه. قراره با «دیوار» حرف بزنم! شاید بعدا یکی پژواک صدامو گرفت :)

I am mainly a silly, happy person, though, this blog has a serious and sometimes sorrowful taste to it. I am supposed to talk to Wall! Maybe somebody gets my echo later.

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After a long while, a Persian content

https://rj.app/m/wqM3Ayvj

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"Big daddy" is the story of a man illegally adopting a child (for a personal reason).

*Spoiler alert*

They found out that he was a fraud and were taking the child back. In the goodbye scene, the child thinks it was because of him watching too much of his favorite (kid) show or being picky about some foods. He is begging and promising that he'll never watch the show again and eat whatever they're giving him:

 

 

The kid did so desperately want to have a basic need (father) met, that was even sacrificing his most basic rights as a child.

It happens to adults too :)

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Ducklings

 

But the ugly duckling never falls down 😏😎

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I have two boxes of pills. I have them for over three months and each day I take one of each. First week of taking them, I picked one, then went to the other box to grab the other pill when the first pill slipped to the other box. I couldn't find it because there were many pills in the box.

Fast forward to tonight, I found the lost white pill between all blue ones. It was like the ugly duckling finding his truth, but this time the truth found the ugly duckling

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I'm looking for an old man to trade my eyes and my glasses with three magical beans. I'll give my soul on top if the beans come with an elevator; I'm too tired to climb.
I wanna keep my phone though, I'll never give it to the old gentleman. Maybe there is a high speed internet up there. Then I can update my android too. I've heard there's a new version of Spotify that needs the latest android. I don't have a premium account but I can, at least, listen to Adele and President Obama on shuffle high on the clouds.
What if an ad pops up while I'm lost in the songs? Maybe I'll sell one of the beans so I can afford to pay for the subscription and get rid of ads. The downside is that the buyer can use that bean to come up. I want to be the only one in the castle. Oops, I forgot that the giant's gonna be there.
I hope I can get a good deal from the old man. Maybe a "back to school" student discount, I don't know. I should check online on EBay too, there could be better offers. But before, I should find my glasses, without them, I can't breathe.

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A)
I said "I'll be proud of my dad if my car or phone be better than his. I owe a lot of it to him"
- No, don't act as if you're deep. I mean you're spending money for yourself, taking care of yourself. You weren't like that and I'm happy for you.
+ Touché

 

B)
It was exactly last year, this moment of the day when the plane landed and I started a whole new chapter of my life. A lot has changed not to mention the disgusting cliché: I know myself more. I like to put it this way: I am, now, less misinformed about myself.

 

C)
Fights and conflicts are not the only ways old friendships can end. Dealing with different timezones can do the job pretty damn well. Alike, mutual hobbies or topics of interest are not necessary for new ones to form. Being in a physical proximity for a long while does the trick.
Which means either friendships are overrated or randomness is underappreciated

 

D)
I went through an important surgery and so far so good!

 

E)
Who you think you are? How you define yourself? With your job? With your hobbies? With your passions? Have you tried something that you never tried and neither think you could be that? How many times had it happened?
To me it happened a lot this year and I learned I'm wrong about myself when I say "I'm a X person". If I try 'not X' probably there is a room for a little of 'not X' in me too. Including the things you consider as your intrinsic values including but not limited to: morality, religion, political leaning, life goal, etc

 

F)
I prefer depression over anxiety. I mean I'd rather be sad but in peace instead of being happy but stressed out.

 

G)
You don't need to be productive to be valuable. You don't need to be something or somewhere special to be valuable. But still perseverance is magical buddy. If your goal is reasonable and worth it, be tenacious and I promise you, you can do it! I emphasize again though; your value is not dependent on that goal in any shape or form.

 

H)
If you think you're flawed and it makes you feel worthless, think about the people you love and their flaws. They're still flawed and you love them, so flaws don't make you unworthy of love.
If it didn't help, think of people whom you feel worthless when you are around them. And think about how flawed, and in some points, embarrassed they are. Those people are flawed too, so who are they to make you feel worthless?
Still didn't work? F* you, you are a whole mine of potentials, just keep digging and f* them all.

 

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Cats are a*holes but you can enjoy their presence as well.

 

J)
No matter how weird, strange, and/or distinct somebody looks/acts/talks, they are humans. With the very same vulnerabilities, fears, and craves as yours.

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There is this feeling that you are not happy, satisfied, or motivated. But you still feel good. What a great word is "carefree". You don't care, you don't have much of feeling, you don't feel anxious, and you can't pinpoint any meaningful emotion inside your head. Relaxed-like type of thing which is not actually relaxed either. It's "carefree". Am I carefree now? Who knows?

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