Last seen: One year ago
A)
I said "I'll be proud of my dad if my car or phone be better than his. I owe a lot of it to him"
- No, don't act as if you're deep. I mean you're spending money for yourself, taking care of yourself. You weren't like that and I'm happy for you.
+ Touché
B)
It was exactly last year, this moment of the day when the plane landed and I started a whole new chapter of my life. A lot has changed not to mention the disgusting cliché: I know myself more. I like to put it this way: I am, now, less misinformed about myself.
C)
Fights and conflicts are not the only ways old friendships can end. Dealing with different timezones can do the job pretty damn well. Alike, mutual hobbies or topics of interest are not necessary for new ones to form. Being in a physical proximity for a long while does the trick.
Which means either friendships are overrated or randomness is underappreciated
D)
I went through an important surgery and so far so good!
E)
Who you think you are? How you define yourself? With your job? With your hobbies? With your passions? Have you tried something that you never tried and neither think you could be that? How many times had it happened?
To me it happened a lot this year and I learned I'm wrong about myself when I say "I'm a X person". If I try 'not X' probably there is a room for a little of 'not X' in me too. Including the things you consider as your intrinsic values including but not limited to: morality, religion, political leaning, life goal, etc
F)
I prefer depression over anxiety. I mean I'd rather be sad but in peace instead of being happy but stressed out.
G)
You don't need to be productive to be valuable. You don't need to be something or somewhere special to be valuable. But still perseverance is magical buddy. If your goal is reasonable and worth it, be tenacious and I promise you, you can do it! I emphasize again though; your value is not dependent on that goal in any shape or form.
H)
If you think you're flawed and it makes you feel worthless, think about the people you love and their flaws. They're still flawed and you love them, so flaws don't make you unworthy of love.
If it didn't help, think of people whom you feel worthless when you are around them. And think about how flawed, and in some points, embarrassed they are. Those people are flawed too, so who are they to make you feel worthless?
Still didn't work? F* you, you are a whole mine of potentials, just keep digging and f* them all.
I)
Cats are a*holes but you can enjoy their presence as well.
J)
No matter how weird, strange, and/or distinct somebody looks/acts/talks, they are humans. With the very same vulnerabilities, fears, and craves as yours.
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