What's happiness

I'm sad that merely not feeling awful makes me feel I'm happy. I'm not. There is a lot going on and I'm bombarded with tons of challenges. I'm good at handling them in a way that they don't annoy me, but that's just it. Just avoiding misery. Happiness? Error 404: not found

No face, No case

I just noticed that when I'm thinking of other people, esp in the form of imaginary scenarios, I usually don't picture their faces in my mind. Strange!

 

Edit: I googled it and someone had almost the same condition. Among the answers, this one fits me the best.

I usually picture "vibes" instead of faces.